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♥ 9:01 PM

got back all my papers except for hcl.
i survived i suppose but someone send me to imh!
i'm going crazy!
no, i'm crazy!

i failed 4 papers with 3 f9s.
how awesome is that?
i really cannot do maths and sciences lorr.
haizz.
failed so badly for amaths.
i feel like i dui bu qi mdm siak.
sorry!
argh.
somehow i think that 我的前途一片灰暗.
haizzz.
nooooooo!
i must not think this way. i must buck up!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
hahaha.
ohno, i must be crazy to be arguing with myself here. hahas. =P

i think i'm immune to failures already even though i still cant escape a little sadness and some disappointment, in fact, i was very disappointed with myself.
it's alright i guess. whats killing me isnt the failures.
whats gonna kill me is my mum.
argh.
how to break this news to my mum?!
i'm gonna be so dead!
okay, actually, i was already dead. for thousands of times.
what you all always see is my soul.
solid and touchable.
it's because you know, the soul society also need to keep up with the advancement of technology
so, yupp, my soul looks like normal human being right?
hahaha.

watched the last song.
i think it's quite okay. but the storyline is kinda predictable.
(and i still have the cheek to catch a movie after getting 3 f9s?!)
hmmm, walked around after that and finally reached home at around 9pm.
ohh.
i almost got lost in the mrt station.
i was topping up my ezlink.
the minute i turned around after removing my card, i completely forgot where i came from.
i totally forgot which way i should go.
then i saw the escalator and i thought i should try my luck.
fortunately, it's the right way but everything looks so unfamiliar even though i walked the same path a minute ago.

okay, i want to watch kuroshitsuji le. hahas. =P